Hi all,
Feels like a life time not getting back to u. For years I have forgotten about the page and used to bury my feelings and memories inside my dairy. I never used to go back and check it too. I write about my dreams, childhood memories and thoughts  about what I would have been if I didn choose this reality. What life I would have led instead of this. Just like Nemo in Mr.Nobody.
Every decision you make, however small it seems, has a huge impact on your life. You will realize it sooner or later but then you can not go back and undo  the past..
I am going to pendown  my freaky stories soon ..
Till then bye ..

I am back...........

helo.......
after a looo........ong gap i am back again.......
it was raining here....
i could smell the sand.....n i could hear the song of raindrops too.....u know wht, its the tears of sky for loosing the beautiful rainbow which sings in a melancholy tone...and i don know why, i had had a habit of listening to those and digging my mind for untold miseries...it always use to droop me down but just like a phoenix i will wake up every time...but still....i love to be treated like this...love to be getting drenched in rain...i love to remember my story of rainbow...may be in future, i ll sit with my kids....showing them the tear drops of sky and making a trip to story land....i wish this rain shouldn stop.... :( 

oridathoridathu-thudangunnath ingane

othiri othiri maduramaya ormakal niranjathanu kuttikkaalam...manju thulliyude kulirma...mazhayil kuthirnnu veena idanazhikal....peythoziyatha idavappathikal....aaravam niranja pallikkodangal...kochu kochu vazakkukal.....sharing.....kuttikkalam manoharamanu....kalam kadannu pokunnu...manasinte ardratha nashtapet ....jeevikkan maranuu poyavar nammal....
punj nel kathirinte manavum...kuttanadan thonippattukalude sheelukalum ene veendum pazaya kalathilek kond pokunnu...enikkente muthassi kadakal orma varunnu....."oridathoridath............."

kada thudarum..... :)